Isn’t that what they say about hitting rock bottom? The positive spin on the fact that you have reached a level of lowness that the ONLY possible place you can go is up. I am banking, counting, hoping, and praying that that is true. If not- I am truly f*@#ed!

Later today I have another audience at the Tribunal. I have been waiting for my next court date- it has only been eight months. However, this is not the one where I might learn such important things like the custody of my children or where I get to live. No, this time I must appear before the judge because I am being sued because I cannot pay a bill! It seems even more ridiculous as I type it. Unfortunately, this is may not be the last of this type of hearings I must attend.

This is just one of the reasons I have started a Go Fund Me campaign. Trust and believe, I thought long and hard before going down this path. If you have been following the blog, you know that I have started selling my personal possessions. Unfortunately, that is not hardly enough. I am literally in a war and my future –ex is not using bullets; his weapon of choice is money! I will appear in court today alone because I cannot afford to have my lawyer and his hourly fee there to hold my hand. I will have to save that for the other court date I have in two weeks…

I have named my campaign REBIRTH OF A STEPFORD WIFE.  This is truly one of the hardest and most humbling things that I have done in my life. It’s one thing to start an anonymous blog but it is quite another to tell your story and slap your face on a Go Fund Me campaign poster for all the world to see. It required putting my ego and pride aside and admitting that I need some help. I need some help. If you are reading this- THANK YOU. I hope that you consider participating by donating and or spreading the word. Your support really does mean the world to me.

Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.” – J.K. Rowling


6 thoughts on “THE ONLY WAY IS UP: REBIRTH

  1. Sitting in a recovery meeting, someone said, “My bottom had a cellar.” Thank God we don’t have to go into the cellar today! Bottom is far enough. The rock I landed on was God, and yes, the only way is up!

    Keep doing the next right thing love. You may not see it yet, but it’s already worked out in your favor. If I were your ex, I’d be more scared of you walking in alone. You’re a fighter!!!

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