Isn’t that what they say about hitting rock bottom? The positive spin on the fact that you have reached a level of lowness that the ONLY possible place you can go is up. I am banking, counting, hoping, and praying that that is true. If not- I am truly f*@#ed!
Later today I have another audience at the Tribunal. I have been waiting for my next court date- it has only been eight months. However, this is not the one where I might learn such important things like the custody of my children or where I get to live. No, this time I must appear before the judge because I am being sued because I cannot pay a bill! It seems even more ridiculous as I type it. Unfortunately, this is may not be the last of this type of hearings I must attend.
This is just one of the reasons I have started a Go Fund Me campaign. Trust and believe, I thought long and hard before going down this path. If you have been following the blog, you know that I have started selling my personal possessions. https://ledivorcee.com/2016/12/15/selling-coco/ Unfortunately, that is not hardly enough. I am literally in a war and my future –ex is not using bullets; his weapon of choice is money! I will appear in court today alone because I cannot afford to have my lawyer and his hourly fee there to hold my hand. I will have to save that for the other court date I have in two weeks…
I have named my campaign REBIRTH OF A STEPFORD WIFE. https://www.gofundme.com/RebirthofaStepfordWife This is truly one of the hardest and most humbling things that I have done in my life. It’s one thing to start an anonymous blog but it is quite another to tell your story and slap your face on a Go Fund Me campaign poster for all the world to see. It required putting my ego and pride aside and admitting that I need some help. I need some help. If you are reading this- THANK YOU. I hope that you consider participating by donating and or spreading the word. Your support really does mean the world to me.
“Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.” – J.K. Rowling